Saturday, January 15, 2011

Released


Over the last few days, I had to take a break from writing because my mind was consumed with thoughts of someone whom I had to focus on letting go. 
There are people who come in to your life and seem to be a person who add so  much to your daily life. That is what I thought of this person for years. After stepping back and looking at what they add or offer me, in return for all they asked of me, I realized that they are intrinsically selfish and manipulative. They offer everything, in words, but do nothing in action. While I am grateful to them for some of the inhibitions and fears they helped me to overcome in the past four years, I find that my resentment for their failures to step up and over the bar, to be equally yoked within our relationship outweighs all other positive feelings I have had over the past 4 years.
So, after allowing myself a few days of mourning for the loss of a dream, I have returned to my blog.
Away we go….

2 comments:

Ebony Panther said...

I can relate to that. I just had the same thing happen with me, which may lead to more stories on my own blog. I LOVE your blog, by the way. Great look & great content.

The Real She - LJB said...

Thank you Ebony Panther. You probably know then just how difficult letting go can be. I'm proud of myself for coming to the decision and for following up with the necessary actions.

I am very pleased that you like my blog also! There is much more to come!

~ LJB

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