Today, I am allowing myself to remain in the state of total slug-dom as it appears that is what my body needs to really recover. I must admit that the appointments for which I returned from my trip so hastily having been re-scheduled feels like both a blessing and a curse. A blessing in that I felt as if I were 100 pounds heavier than normal when I woke up yesterday, and I had no voice to speak of. I can't imagine that three and a half hours of interviews would have been at all beneficial for my vocal chords recovery. These appointments are for an opportunity at my favorite company in the whole world, for a position which my skills are imminently suited to do.
Of course, I do wish they had scheduled the appointments appropriately the first time, so I would not have needlessly interrupted my trip before it's planned termination. I will just have to do my Smithsonian run, and my antique shop surfing later in the year, after I have been hired and have vacation accrued. :) Here is the thing about this opportunity; I was told I am the number one candidate, and don't know whether to be nervous about that or confident. I am working on choosing confidence, as that will serve me much better than being worried that I am going to fuck it up somehow.
So, next Monday, I well shine, sparkle, and dazzle the interviewers with my knowledge, abilities, and my extroverted personality. Okay - maybe not the extroverted personality bit, as my dark side does tend to make me hold back large bits of myself. No, my dark side is not something I consider evil. I am referring to my sexuality; my exhibitionistic desires. There is plenty of time to let those come out to play, later.
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